I will translet soon!
What should I say?
Well that was a while since I wrote.
I can go now. Not sure what I'm talking about read the Good and Bad in my Journal.
In all cases, it goes down as usual.
Tomorrow is a wonderful Friday .. ^ 3 <
Too bad Rigmor my English teacher was not going to school tomorrow T. T
Have not had English 3 times now.
After that, each Monday, if there is every Monday when I start to watch the mountain, I do not know, but anyway, so it has become very Mondays to bup, bar ... something.
But I fill what will soon 18, I am now 17 and a half XD
So when I turn 18 I will move your.
But soon it's Christmas (O. O) Holy shit!
It is all in 110 now, since I finished school shit Renfors XP
Or as I call hell.
Are only bad when someone says Vindeln. (Renfors is Vindelns municipality.)
But now I'm far from there.
Beautiful.
Does full shaa with fixing any Christmas gift.
It's already November goot dammit!
Hope I get what I want: D
Wondering if I get something of my grandmother.
She gave me nothing in fddelsdags presents so ..
I do not think I get anything for Christmas either ...
She has not even asked me what I want for Christmas not so.
Shame shame ...
But I can hopefully some of them my brother and oldest of my sisters ..
How do I clear enough, but a little sad that I get less presents ...
I get none of my completed studio dad and now we do not have anything to Aunt longer,
Mom thinks it's better that way.
We may still only cheap soap from her .. Yes soap stuff you shower with ...
While mom queue; a giant fine presents essential to Aunt kids =.= '
But in all cases.
I feel more tired than valigt .. I think.
But I'll sleep later oxå.
But I want to catch as much also.
But as always time, despite it not all.
It makes you seriously never.
Somebody get time then.
But I am well in such a period .. To catch a lot!
Now now now. Before I move again.
But I do not even certain where and how etc..
But it is not easy.
Get a job, etc..
For how does one else ready to move out in earnest.
Able to afford food, clothing, etc..
But who has said that it is easy to live?
Nah, no.
What the fuck what I write so much even though it feels like I have not written what I want to say.
But I've often difficult to be satisfied with things I am doing so.
Feel good to be fit ..
But it's for Dad never told me.
He has almost just get me to remember bad things.
You are too fat, you have to think about what you eat and so on.
You can not hold as many are on once again.
Do not do that.
You do not respect me as a dad
You are not my daughter.
It was one of the last things have been said inane til I cut my contact with my dad.
It was the entire 4 Arsen I went to my dad, talking on the phone with him, or even want to know of him at all.
But as I said, he has almost just given me things to feel bad about.
I wonder if he ever understand what he did, which made me so pissed, angry, sad, disappointed and angry.
Every time I wrote a letter to him on msn so I felt often that he never took what I thought or said / wrote.
But he will alienate all eventually.
As in the movie''no tears''he will die alone, hated by his so-called for this family.
I do not understand you.
You lied to me.
But I just wonder why?
Is it so hard to say that you are missing, or perhaps even still love Mom?
You are married you.
But to me you said you felt so alone.
And needed someone by your side.
But I know now.
It was just something you said to conceal the truth.
That you would some mom how to get married and live korek ..
My ass!
The only thing you can do to mess with her!
Believe me I have asked my little brothers and sisters who do not have the skin of your nose and say what they really think of you.
I know why.
You get angry and scream and sometimes hit you.
You throw me
It only makes the pain of even thinking about it.
You are a person not to have children!
But despite that, you have got one with your new wife.
I do not know if he will get it so much better.
Not with his new wife as a mother.
She does not like my siblings who still hits dad.
It's cool that you could say that she does not care of them.
She cares little about his own.
After that, I know that my next youngest sister so gat who continually have to take care of him when they visit.
I can not write more brightly now.
The worst thing is good to translate it all: (